

10 years10 years ago on march fourth my dad died ten years with out a dad it doesnt seem like it has been that long but when i think about it, it hits me hard, how much of my life he has missed makes me depressed, and dont give me that shit he is in a better place or he is watching you, its not the same i would rather him be here today watching me do what ever. it scares me so much because aomething willhappen by the time im 20 30 or 40 because well everything between me and him is a common number both born in august him on the 9th me oin the 19th, born in 68 i born in 88, he was 20 when i was born, he was 29 alomst thirty when he died, i10 years


My idea of Heaven and Hellhaving a deep converation at Shi-Sha with some friends whose ideas ar just as different as mine first offMy idea of Heaven and Hell
1.i do not have a religion i do not belive in any one god, i belive that all gods are the the same and its a higher power 2. went to catholic school all my life and was raised a catholic 3. i am not religious 4. i believe in an afterlife whether it be a heaven and hell or a spirit world 5. open to all religions and their ideas
My idea of heaven and hell if there is one, Heaven is the most perfect time in your life when you expierence pure bliss, extacy,happiness what ever it doesnt matter.
RIP dad
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[x]what hurts the most[x]
[x]Is being so close[x]
[x]having so much to say[x]
[x]and watching you walk away[x]
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touching her heart with the tip of my finger. sending ripples of my love across the surface of her life. never again will she have to search... she has found me .. and i have found her ... i love my second half of my soul .. Kellie
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